I HAVE TO BE ABREAST OF THEM EVENTHOUGH I CAN’T CHASE AFTER THEM, AT LEAST STILL KEEP IN EQUALLY DISTANCE WITH THEM

I’m conscious that the world is so monumental. I never meant to think so many people who have thought more forward than usual people. These people are not thinking about happiness in nowadays but they’re thinking how the situation of their life in future is! Maybe I am so late, I sometime realize that I’ve been abandoned so many people out there perhaps. The competence aura in here is so different at far place there. But I’m never gonna say give up, cause it seems like I connive my fate to life at all.

Actually If I could move backward the times, I thought from previously, I used to be a better person certainly. But rollback the time is included one of all impossible things. We never let to back in past despite of we do as extremely as we could do. But I really believe with this proverb, that: “we’re never gonna change the events that have passed, but we can still have probability to change events that is in happening, and surely we must be have a big opportunity to make the best future for us or to get rid of our future mournfully.

Occasionally, I thought solely about what my life is, at present! I rarely thought about how will my life, at future! I excessively thought that “Afif am the worst people in the world”, let out or in, side of mine. I seldom feel thankful to God what I have gotten, but, I become too frequent feel regret with all of my feebleness. If one of my feebleness has gone away, I definitely search again my frailty more, certainly. What a mournfully I’ve done!

But, because I have already seen some people that in upper and lower grade than me. I awake from my fatuity. I’m self-conscious. I have already done a bad, miserably things to my own-self. It’s make complicated problem because of my damn attitude. Therefore, because of them, because of those people, I must thank to God with my goodness I’ve already gotten, and HAVE TO BE ABREAST OF THEM EVEN-THOUGH I CAN’T CHASE AFTER THEM, AT LEAST I STILL KEEP IN EQUALLY DISTANCE AND STRUGGLE TO DEFEND AND HOLDING A LINE WITH STANDING LOOK AT THEIR BACK DESPITE OF STANDING IN THE SAME LINE WITH THEM IS NOT INCLUDED IMPOSSIBLE THINGS IN THIS PROVISIONAL WORLD. NP: The word Them in bold text is different with the word Them in text before. ^_^v

A MUSE WORDS ……

By: M Afif Izzatullah